Yes, this is quoting Smashing Pumpkins. I loved that song when it first came out and I think it is an appropriate way of semi-ending the blog.
And yes, I am semi-ending it.
Ok, back track to a month ago. It was a hot guy – with incredibly bad hair but amazing dark features. He was around 5’11”, Spanish (I think) based on the accent. He was slim, and he was majorly hot. So nanduon lang siya sa urinal, and to cut a long story short, a three-second eye contact led to a shared cubicle.
Now, normally, I wouldn’t hesitate – but I did. I don’t know why but I did… but only for a second. The sad part is better judgement came and went, and I sucked on that thing so that no light could escape.
And that was when I made the biggest mistake.
To make a long story short, a few days later, I got a throat infection that heralded an infection.
That made things a bit clearer on so many levels, it was blinding. I don’t want to talk about the Oli incident here – I should set up another drama blog for that – but I am putting things on hold for a while.
I’ll probably regret some of the things I’ve done on this blog, but this is where the leopard and its spots line comes in. I’ll most likely write on this blog again (only because I know myself well enough for it), but I just need to explain why I am slowing down a bit.
I’m ok now though, emotionally and physically and all. J